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| i swear.. i have no life..
well i do.. i jus tend to ignore it..
You are:
[ ] short, under 5'0
[x] 5'0 - 5'3
[] 5'4 - 5'5
[ ] 5'6 -5'7"
[ ] 5'8" - 6'0 [ frikkin giant]
[ ] 6' 1"
[ ] tall 6'2 and up
Naturally:
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[] brunette
[ x] black
[ ] blue-eyed
[x ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/grey-eyed
[ ] they change colors
[x] glasses
[ ] contacts
[ ] neither
[ ] short hair
[x] medium
[ ] long hair
[ ] mohawk
Favorite Color(s):
[x] red
[] blue
[ ] turquoise
[x] green
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] grey
[ ] aqua
[x] pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] white
[ ] black
You've been:
[ ] rafting
[] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[] water polo
[] snowboarding
[] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[x] bmx
[x] tubing
The pets you have / had:
[ ] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ bunny
[x] fish
[ ] duck
[] horse
[ ] bird
[] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] prairie dog
[ ] none
[ ] turtle
[ ] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] chicken
[ ] cow
Clothing Brands
[ ] American Eagle
[x] Hollister
[ ] The Buckle
[x] Abercrombie & Fitch
[ ] Target
[x] Wet Seal
[] O'neil
[ ] PacSun
[ ] aeropostale
[ ] Dickies
[] Quicksilver/Roxy
[ ] Anchor Blue
[ ] Guess
[] Lucky
[ ] Champs
[ ] Old Navy
[ ] Salvation army/goodwill
[] Bulberry
[ ] Polo
[ other thrift stores
[ ] IF I LIKE IT I WEAR IT I DONT CARE WHAT THE BRAND IS
Shoe Brands:
[x] Nike
[x] Adidas
[ ] Reebok
[ ] Converse
[x] Puma
[ ] K Swiss
[x] Steve Madden
[ ] Vans
[ ] New Balance
[ ] LEI
[ ] Etnies
[ ] Phat Farm
[ ] Jack Purcells
[ ] Nine West
[ ] If they fit, are super cool, and on sale
[ ] g-units
Confessions:
[ ] I am really ticklish
[ ] I've collected comic books
[x] I read the news
[x] I love Disney movies
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I cook well
[x] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[ ] I'm self concsious
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] Gotten lost in my city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] egged a house/car
[x] Crashed into a car
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Crashed a car
[ ] Been skinny dipping
[ ] smoked weed
Have you ever:
[ ] stolen a sign
[x ]danced in the rain
[x] seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone/gotten proposed to
[ ] gotten stitches/staples
[x] eaten sushi
[x] ridden in a taxi
[x] went on a cruise ship
[x] driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] been on a plane by yourself
[ ] had surgery
[x] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[ ] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[] watched an entire sports game on tv
Do you like:
[ ]old movies
[] musicals
[x] blasting music in the car
[x] foreign foods
[x] christmas time
[x] donuts
[ ] animals
[ ]coffee
ya..
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| Have you ever...
1. Fallen for your neighbor? no.. i dun have any my age =[
2. Made out with just a friend? nope
3. Been rejected? uh. no
4. Been in love? good question... i dunno..
5. Used someone? unfortunately
6. Been used? unfortunately
7. Been Kissed? fortunately
8. Done something you regret?yes.
but i look at it as a regret for the moment.. in the long run, i don't
regret a single thing ive ever done.. things work out eventually..its
all a part of this game called life
Who was the last person...
10. You talked to? my dad
11. You hugged? lol i dun rmr... sad huh? oh wait i rmr! areebah at her house for our istar thing.. hah
12. You instant messaged? blako
13. You are missing? ....
14. You called? suneeta
15. You yelled at? krish
16. You laughed with? kanwal
17. Who broke your heart? lol. this one guy...
18. Who told you they loved you? same one
19. Who complimented you? suneeta.. haah
20. Have a Birthmark? i dun think i do..
21. Have any piercings? 2 in each ear, and my nose
23. Own your own house? no
24. Own a nice car? i believe so..
25. Speak any languages other than english? hindi kind of
26. Cook your own Dinner? hah. no
27. color your hair? i did before..but then it turned orange.. so im not goin down that road again
28. Have green eyes? no
29. Stolen anything? lol. ya
30. Smoked? nope
31. Taken drugs? nope
32. Obsessive? nope
33. Shot a gun? no. theyre to heavy
34. Done something illegal? probably.
35. Panic? nope. i have composure =]
36. Anxiety? no
37. Depressed? uh i choose to believe i dont get depressed. but who knows.. maybe i do
8. Control Freak? lol. at times.
39. Obsessed with hate? never
Questions
40. If you were a cartoon character, what would you be like? eric cartman.. "screw you guys. im goin home" hahahah
41. If you could be anywhere, where would it be and with who? yea..
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can cross my eyes =]
43. What feature do you find most attractive on girls/guys? SMILE
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? YA
45. Would you marry for money? haha.. maybeee
46. Have you had braces? lol ya. and i used to think i looked good with them.
47. Do you wear lip gloss? juicy tubes =]
48. Do you sing in the shower? professionally
49. Do you play any sports? dance =]
50. Could you live without a computer? probably
51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo? aim
52. If so, how many people are on your list? 214. how many do i talk to? 3.. haha..
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be? if
i were to live in my past, i would live 10 years ago, in cali, or last
year around this time, but in liek the past past.. theres so many..
liek in the princes times.. or like in america 150 years ago.. haha
okay im gay
54. Do you wear white socks? ya
55. Do you wear shoes? .well i mean i dun walk around barefoot
56. What is your favorite fruit? lychees
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white? both
58. What is your favorite place to visit? LA
59. Fav DVD? harold and kumar
60. Do you kiss on the first date? i dun kiss an tell
61. Are you photogenic? lol no. i believe in natural beauty =]
62. Do you dream in color or black and white? colorr
63. What are you wearing right now? sweats an a hollister shirt
64. Do you eat a lot of fruit? no
65. Do you have dimples? haha next to my eyes.. well right under them
66. Do you remember being born? no.....
67. Why do you take surveys? i genreally dont.. i jus decided to cuz i was staring at my monitor
68. Do you drink alcohol? lol, im a drunk =]
69. Do you like high school? at times.. not really..
70. What is the best accent? BRITISH!!!!
71. Who do you want to kiss? emran hashmi!
72. Do you like sunsets? yes, but rain is better
73. Do you want to live to be 100? depends..
74. If not, why? i probably do. because by the time i'm 100, we wont look old and weird
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? yes, in 5th grade
76. Are you loyal? the loyalest
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? yes. very much
78. Is music your life? not really
79. Do you like scary movies? yes
80. Do you think you can draw well? haha i suck
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? uuh.. he still is homie..
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? 19
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday? yes
84. Do you write poetry? ya, and i sit in coffee shops n wear blak an walk around in the nature to...hah
85. Snore? nobut i breathe really hard
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? i change it up every night
87. Do you like Cats/Dogs puppies
88. Do you lick stamps? ya
89. Do you use an electric can opener? um. i dun open cans.
90. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no
91. Like your name? ya its different
92. Were you named after anyone? haha the girl at the airport my mom checked in an liked her name
93. Do you wish on stars? not anymore
94. Which finger is your favorite? my pinky
95. When did you last cry? i dont cry
96. What is your favorite band? does rdb count? lol
97. Who do you admire? no one
98. What is the ..1 priority in your life? harvard =] haha.
99. What is your favorite day of the week? it used to be tuesday, but now its satruday
okay how gay
-nerissaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =)
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| okay so its the new year. yippee. no im just kidding.. its kinda
exciting.. before i write about the coming year.. let's reminisce abuot
2005.
so everything i predicted last year about this year is so so so
very true. its amazing my uncanny ability about knowing everything.
haha. anyway. 2005. wow. what can i say about it. not the best of
years, but definetely not the worst. but much hasn't changed since the
beginning of the year. well, i shouldnt say that.. something major
happened at the beginning of the year, that hasnt left me the same
since then.. but after that, nothing has changed much.. pretty much -
the main idea of 2005 was the same, just with many minor details
changing here and there.. well major details... but still the same
subject matter. i dunno if that made any sense.. but oh well. ill
understand it a year from now. the beginning of the year was really
interesting, i had a lot of fun... met a very interesting and annoying
and great and mean and horrible and sexy and i could go on person..
[he's the subject matter for all who dont know], went to boston, went
to al ummah, went to canada, corpus didn exist much.. i only went like
twice i think.. went on the masala cruise.. neha's sweet sixteen.. MY
SWEET 16.. my new jetta! ..
this year was a year of many emotions actually too... i "fell in love"
again, had my heart broken for the first time, didnt break any hearts
myself, went out with my "girls" a lot more then jus sittin at home
together.. lol we actualyl had soemthing planned every single weekend
since august.. isn't that exciting? i found that liek a WOW thing for
us since we're so lifeless.. i also felt betrayal for the first time..
that was fun.. a lot of important people came in an out of my life
too.. and you know.. i may not have a lot of friends... but the ones i
do have.. are gunna stick with me foreevr.. ya theres the occasional
fight or two, the lying, the backstabbing, but theres also the
laughs, the sticking up for each other, the dropping food off to each
others houses, the sharing of clothes, the makin fun of guys =], and so
much more that outweighs the bad.. because ive realised that.. we dont
do bad thigns to each other intentionally... theyre just weak moments
in our lives in which we're either blinded or too stupid to realise
that what we're doing is wrong. so forgive and forget because why put
urself at an inconvenience.. make them feel guilt, but at the same
time, don't overdo it.. everyone deserves a second chance .. and after
all ... you love them.. can u really bear to see them hurt? but o yes..
only do this if they show theyre truly sorry and have laerned from
their mistake.. if they act liek its no big deal or w/e .. drop em..
cuz if they didn realise that what they did was wrong... they dont
deserve to be your friend.. and in all of this.. never take revenge..
never ever take revenge.. cuz once it blows over.. ur still gunna have
ur dignity .. and theyll be dirt.. take things calmly and u remain the
victim.. an its something you can hold over them forever cuz it never
really does go away.. no one ever really does forget.. its something
that will always be there.. unspoken, unheard, unseen but definetely
there. but yes back to my poitn of how i love the like 6 friends i
have, and i wouldnt trade them for more.. becasue i consider myself
lucky.. id unno anyone else who has 6 friends that will give up their
everything for each other. thats how life should be. its quality-not
quantity.
but anyway.. some people deserve my attention..
i never know who to put first in these things so il go oldest to newest
sofa.. ya i dunno what to say.. haha do i really needa say anything?
kanwal.. lol i dun think i really
have much to say about her either.. shes my best friend. thats all i
can raelly say. and even though she dont say it. i know she loves me
the most =]
krish.. even thuogh i have
to share himnow.. its okay..i never really understood how much he
really does do for me until now. liek.. the amount of effort he puts in
to help me is amazing. i love this guy.. hes like my best friend.. well
okay everyones my best frend.. i cant pick an choose.. its just too
hard.. but i owe krish a lot.. he does things for me taht no one else
does.. and that one day when he said all that stuff about himself for
me, it made me think really high of him.. 3 years and going strong bach
=]
muazzam.. my everything.. even
with our ups and downs.. i still love the guy.. even though he did ruin
my ENTIRE year.. it really wasnt all that bad mwah =]
sophi.. well theres a lot to say
about sophi.. cuz shes new =] but i never really thought we'd
ever become so close.. but now shes one of US now.. and i know she wont
regret it.. we're not ur average "clique" haha but she has stuck by me
a lot during most of this year and im greatful for her. in the past few
months, we've made many memories... some good... some bad.. more good
then bad.. so thats a good thing.. lol.. anway.. sophi is liek my
partner in crime.. sometimes she gets irritating.. nd it hurts.. but
its okay.. i still love her.. and now that its a new year.. and we all
know not to take each other for granted.. things will begin to look
up.. im sure of it.. i love ya sophi BeBe Girl for life =]
neha..i didn wanna put u
last, nor seperate from everyone else.. but.. thats where u are
for right now.. i know by the time next year rolls around, things will
be different again.. but thats later.. for now.. im gunna turn away
from the last couple of weeks and pretend it didnt happen while i write
this. i love you. like. the things uve been with me through. moe, the
happy then sad sad then happy then sad SUMMER, ur party, my party,
maleeeehas party, ahem's party, an even though i dont listen to half of
what u say, u dont forget a thing i tell you.. and.. okay.. nvm i cant
do this right now.. maybe another day. those day's will come back.
don't worry too much about it.
so ya.. thats 2005 for ya.. now 2006 is gunna be a COMPLETELY different story.. we have cars how cool is that!? Biggie Bootiful and Batmobile!! wanna race bitch?
lol wow.. i cant wait to see how it rolls along,.. itll be fun.. and oh
god.. 2nd semester junior year.. its gunna be SO samn busy.. an scary
and ahh i m not gunna think about it so im not gunna write about it..
but ya. good times are headed our way.. hopefully.. lol okay im done..
and ready for 06
-nerissaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =]
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| i was lookin back at an entry from last new years... and it was real
interesting lookin back on my thoughts on the coming year... and wow..
i was totally right.. everything i predicted about the changes an nothing
staying the same... cuz from that day.. to this... not one thing in my
life remains the same.. not even my room =] and i have a few people to
"thank" for that.. i'm not gunna go into a whole remininse about 05
right now.. ill save that for sunday, but today. i wanna write about
betrayal.. i havent written in this shit for a long time, but it seemed
appropriate.. i always thought that people did bad things.. unfair
things.. shady, bitchy, wrong things.. only in the movies.. i never
knew feelings of hurt, betrayal, confusion, just.. sheer
dumbfuondedness actually were real feelings. i thought everyone just
faked them and u couldnt actaully feel those things. but let me tell u
something.. those feelings are real. they are so real that ur mind
cannot imagine. they keep u awake at night and they dont let u think
abuot anything else but that.. it's just something beyond anything i
could ever understand... and with that.. i leave u with 2 important pieces from last years reminisnce of 2004--
lol okay but over all.. the year sucked.. lol and i cant wait to start
05 cuz hopefully itll be a lot better.. it has to be.. and if it isnt..
ill cry =) haha but ya.. things should look up.. cuz now that i think
back.. every year is so so so different from the one before it and the
oen after it.. and like.. 1. its diferent.. and 2. SO much happens
through the course of one year.. like the begning of every year is
soooooo different from the end.. but then it kinda ties back together
in some way.. well atleast for me.. kind of.. not really.. lol but its
there.. but thats not my point.. my point is that like.. life is
constantly changing.. and like .. when i think back at last year.. the
year before that.. nothing is really the same.. my relationships with
people arent the same, my friends arent the same, hell-- im not the
same! i think the only thing thats still the same is my room.. that
hasnt really changed.. haha.. and then basically what im trying to get
at is that i cant wait! like its so exciting thinking about life a year
from now how different its gunna be.. and so when people sit and think
about how boring/depressing/sad/pathetic/fun/exciting/etc. there life
is, it can all change any time.. and it prolly will change if u just
give it some time.. so like people should jus enjoy the good things
while they last, and jus wait and be patient for the bad things to be
over.. and as for me.. i cant wait at all for this year to start..
i already know that new things, memories, and experiences are
gunna like come my way.. and that thought makes me so excited and
hopeful.. haha its kinda what keeps me going..
you know.. i was reminded after writing this entry that i forgot one
part of my life.. and u no.. i dont even no how i forgot it.. it is
probably one of the most important things to me.. and i feel like such
an ass for forgetting cuz i can tell how much it prolly hurt.. well.. i
forgot to add in how neha has impacted my year.. and u no when she said
all that stuff to me about forgetting her and showinng her where she
stood and stuff.. like i was like.. how could i.. it occured to me that
hello.. neha is liek your best friend.. like neha has been there for me
through everything.. through thick and thin.. for better for worse =)
.. like when everyone else was retarded.. she was still someone tht
wasnt.. and like.. shes just always there.. and like.. me n neha.. we
help each other out.. i help her more then she helps me =) but haha.. i
just havent really needed any help yet.. but i know that if i ever
did.. or needed a favor or anything.. i know that she would be first up
in line... and shes like one of the only one who actually shows she
cares.. everyone else is like whatever.. but neha.. she really is a
true friend.. and like.. i love neha from the bottom of my heart.. me
and her became very very close this year.. which was kind of how i got
through this year since it sucked so much.. haha like she was there
beginning til end.. a major part of it.. like a whole lot of my
memories have been joined with neha.. and neha.. if your reading this..
im sorry.. i dont know what i was thinking to have forgotten to say
something about you.. dont feel bad cuz u no that ur up there on my
list.. haha.. so ya.. i love you.. haha
irony bites
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| so like afshin thinks he's a badass who can make me write about sex in my xanga after about liek 2 months..
well.. sex... currently.. i am not getting any.. that is all i have to
say on the matter -- oh and you shouldnt be either.. unless ur
married.. and are planning on having little babies.. then its
okay.
well.. life is usual.. school is hard.. friends are gay.. well no
theyre not.. i jus dont have very many .. haha.. i have like 6..
literallly.. lol.. okay im bored an done
-nerissaaaaaaaaaaaaa =]
ps happy afshin??
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